"and my friends shrink smaller as night grows near."
I've been in school since August 7th of this year. Since then, I have written fifteen essays, read one book, and barely touched a poem. I have been sick, injured, bullied, and loved. My anxiety has been terrible, my tears have been almost non-stop, and I have lost myself. I haven't gotten to write a single word for myself, and I haven't had the motivation to either.
I know there's an upside here somewhere. I know that there's a reason why it's now November and this is the first time I'm able to blog and not feel bad for doing so. I know that it's hard to explain to other people what is going on in my brain. I know who my true friends are, and I know who to stick around.
I am more afraid of my own shadow than I ever was at home. I miss my boyfriend, and I can't wait to come home at Christmas. I miss my sisters and am afraid of my parents. I'm so tired, readers...
On a good note, I will be trying to blog more, because I'm going to New York City next week, and I'm going to be in the Macy's Thanksgiving Day Parade! I want to document my travels in the city, so that I remember this one, since it's such a long trip.
Dear readers, I'm going to leave this blog here, and I'll answer any questions you have about what's going on with me. Thank you very much for sticking around.
Much love,
Abbie
I've been in school since August 7th of this year. Since then, I have written fifteen essays, read one book, and barely touched a poem. I have been sick, injured, bullied, and loved. My anxiety has been terrible, my tears have been almost non-stop, and I have lost myself. I haven't gotten to write a single word for myself, and I haven't had the motivation to either.
I know there's an upside here somewhere. I know that there's a reason why it's now November and this is the first time I'm able to blog and not feel bad for doing so. I know that it's hard to explain to other people what is going on in my brain. I know who my true friends are, and I know who to stick around.
I am more afraid of my own shadow than I ever was at home. I miss my boyfriend, and I can't wait to come home at Christmas. I miss my sisters and am afraid of my parents. I'm so tired, readers...
On a good note, I will be trying to blog more, because I'm going to New York City next week, and I'm going to be in the Macy's Thanksgiving Day Parade! I want to document my travels in the city, so that I remember this one, since it's such a long trip.
Dear readers, I'm going to leave this blog here, and I'll answer any questions you have about what's going on with me. Thank you very much for sticking around.
Much love,
Abbie